two faces

you said time will heal
time has passed by
like it had to, healing the sorrows
then why do i still feel the pain
why do i call for you
when i know you aren’t listening
why do i miss you
when i know you aren’t gonna come back
like an old kite i glide in the sky
with the delusion of being sharp
flocking with the other birds
i live my life pleasing myself
for a new dawn to come
baffled by the fantasies which mind chooses
in order to fulfill its greedy thoughts
i cry for help without realizing how time has passed by
a new dawn is across the horizon
it calms my mind only for the moment
as i live the moment, the moment of my life
time fades it away
with a hollow heart carrying
nothing but ashes, ashes from the burning desire
of being together, together with you
i pretend to have found  what i want
i smile, i laugh, i drink, i play, i sleep
i see the world, i pray to Him to heal the sorrows
for the world has greater sorrows
i laugh at me
like i laughed at time
for time heals, it needs time
i fly like a bird today
free from the bondage of being tied
i feel my heart today
for i have realized what it needs
love and smile as i carry with me
i conquer the mind
i baffle the world with my thoughts, my wit, my smile
its a new day in the same life
life i learned to live with two faces. . .


The Road

Where shall you lead me to ?
I shall lead you where you want to be.
For I shall warn you, if you should follow me
follow me with no thought of how and why.
Follow me with love in heart,
follow me with trust in mind,
for I shall never digress you from where you want to be.
Don’t fear, for there shall be thorns on the way.
Don’t fear, for there shall be others with hatred.
Fear is the biggest enemy of you.
Fear weakens your heart and mind.
You are a soul whose mind is fickle.
You are a soul whose heart is bound to attachments.
Shun your fear and follow me with faith.
For I shall help you to learn what is wrong and
what is right on the path that you choose.
Don’t leave me, if you are caught in a turmoil, mind is strong.
Don’t leave me, if you submerge in the ocean of attachments, heart is big.
With love and faith step ahead and follow me.
Walk with me through the road what we know as Life.
Life is blissful. Life is full of love.
You are the one who has to make a choice.
For I shall never leave you if you should choose me.